Author: Fiaz Ahmed

  • Update 5: Enter 2026

    Update 5: Enter 2026

    We Got Some Grant Funding

    Our humble project has been validated by our first piece of formal funding which is specifically for the research phase of our documentary and it also comes with workshops, labs and connecting with other film makers. Thanks to our film maker friend Damian Sciberras (Short Stop Films), who told us about the application on a last-minute off chance – glad we stopped everything to make the application!

    Our First Public Talk

    Given to a full side-room at Kensington Town Hall during Vegfest London 2025, it covers our first year and is available on our YouTube channel. Unlike my last public speaking at Vegan Camp Out festival, this one was given from bullet points, which felt more natural, but I still sound nervous!

    First Open Interview Corner

    We set this up at Vegfest on the same day as the talk. I designed artwork for a backdrop and set up lights for drop-in interviews/vox pops. Great experience for setting up the ‘set’ all on our own and leading impromptu interviews.

    Interview: Mel Broughton

    The day after the talk, we travelled to Camp Beagle where we had planned to interview Mel across the road from the gates of MBR Acres, the puppy breeding facility, but due to heavy rain, we changed plans at the last minute and held the interview in a pub. We got lucky with a table in a bay window for natural fill light and and overhead light shade made a kind of key light.

    Animal Rising Court Day

    The next day we were in Cambridge to interview Animal Rising defendants outside the crown court. However, despite checking in advance with court reception staff and security, our filming outside the court became a serious issue for court proceedings that day, due to the possibility of jurors’ faces being caught in the frame. Our cameras and phones were seized by the police from the CPS side of the court room for the day, while it was verified that no jurors were caught on camera. We were made to delete the day’s clips in front of the police before having our equipment returned.

    Laboratory Survivor Group Zoom Call

    Both heartwarming and sorrowful, we had a recorded group zoom call with the big hearted women who had adopted the Magnificent 7, a group of ex-laboratory beagles rescued from a laboratory in Spain after several years of lab confinement. I had the honour of overseeing the rescue during my time working as Operations Manager for Beagle Freedom Project UK. Four of the seven sadly are no longer with us, Birdie, Ringo, Pudding and Davey.

    We have arranged a meet up later in the year to film the 7 adopters and the three remaining beagles all together in a natural outdoor setting.

    Upcoming Interviews

    Very excited to get into some nuts and bolts with Prof Andrew Knight on Toxicology, and Edie Bowles on Animal Law, as well as Wayne Hsiung (Activist Lawyer), and Rose Patterson (Animal Rising Co-Founder)

    Techno Notice

    Three terabytes of camera masters and other digital assets have been backed up to cloud storage over about 2 weeks of non-stop upload.

    Set up a 24/7 file server with cloud backup by repurposing an old PC. With the power of KDE Neon Linux, it is standing strong and snappy!

    Upgraded and reconfigured the home network (new router + four access points).

    The Big One: ordered a Linux-based video editing workstation to replace my ageing Dell. Finally, in video editing, I now have a genuine excuse for max power!

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  • Update 4: One Year In

    Update 4: One Year In

    (Dec 2025)

    Events

    • Talk at tomorrow’s Vegfest – “The First Year”
      • Currently, the days appear to be ticking away like seconds, which is either due to age, or how busy we are. It’s both.
    • UAR Openness Awards for Animal Research
      • After an hour and half zoom call with Chris Magee from Understanding Animal Research, he invited us to this invite-only event which is the animal research industry’s openness initiative. We are seeking further insight into this side of the issue. The organiser said that our attendance was an unusual occurence at the event.

    Story / Themes

    • Great-apes exemption
      • The grounds for their exemption from animal research in the UK, is not actually quite clear, but it is very significant and often overlooked. This needs exploring.
    • “No, just don’t do this to animals”
      • This is a spontaneous reaction from one of our vox pops at Venice Beach Skate Park. Its apparent simplicity rings with moral sophistication. It keeps coming back to me whenever I’m thinking about the scientific argument.
    • Scientific debate or Moral debate?
      • Scientific argument exists in the realm of knowledge and facts, the moral argument exists in the realm of compassion. The circle of compassion has been the driver behind all major human rights advances, perhaps the circle has now reached the rights of animals.
    • Pitch-video restructure
      • Calling it a pitch video no longer feels right, as we are not pitching for institutional funding. It’s more like a trailer or preview, and we have realised that it can’t really be made at the beginning of the process. Somewhere just before the middle feels about right.
      • My previous narration now reads quite dry, lacks the human side, and the bit about open development is not relevant. Spotting these faults is evolution and improvement.
    • Happy-beagle shots incoming!
      • ‘Through the eyes of the animals’ is an important element of the story. As well as highlighting suffering, we also celebrate the sacred joy of those lucky enough to become survivors. Guardians of ex laboratory beagles are sending in their clips of majestic beauty, uninhibited joy and utter silliness.
    • Presenting questions and facts, not opinion.
      • The shift in ‘mode’ from activist to presenter continues to sink in. Viewers must come to their own conclusions for things to stick. This needs careful handling.

    Equipment / Technical

    • Davinci Resolve on Fedora Linux?
      • Allow me a techno indulgence. There is Mac, there is Windows and then there are a million different versions of Linux. Linux is the one that’s made by the people, for the people. It brings a freedom which comes at a small cost of accepting more variability in how things behave, a bit like people. I am very glad that there is a serious video editing software called Davinci Resolve which can run on Linux.
    • Working with our £200 lens (should be a £2000 one)
      • After buying the professional cinema camera body, we could only afford the £200 50mm lens. Known as the ‘nifty-fify’, it can be used for good effect, but only with workarounds. It will have to do for now. The standard lens for professional documentary work is around £2000. It contains 21 pieces of glass and an ultrasonic motor.
    • Improving existing lighting equipment
      • With upcoming ‘open interview corners’ at Vegfest and VARC, we are making use of some LED lighting panels which we happened to already have, but these need modifying by adding diffusers to enable lighting but with soft shadows.

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  • Update 3: Testing Times

    Update 3: Testing Times

    (July to October 2025)

    The last few months has been a period of learning, being personally tested, and moving from theory into real world practice. Born On Death Row now feels like a real production with international footage, new collaborators, and a growing sense of direction.

    July & August

    Two months of preparation and planning, with a growing sense of real world pressure as our upcoming Moby interview in Los Angeles drew closer.

    We mapped out the structure for future interviews with guardians of ex-laboratory beagles — relaxed, intimate conversations in people’s homes about life after the laboratory — and began exploring crew options for this style of shoot.

    Around the same time, I was invited to my first public speaking engagement, giving a 45-minute talk about our animal sanctuary at Vegan Camp Out, the world’s biggest vegan festival. The talk mattered — not just for outreach but because the retreat helps sustain this project financially.

    We also turned it into a filming exercise, recording the talk from four different mobile-phone angles. A week later, with animal cover in place for the sanctuary, we were heading for Heathrow Airport!

    September — Los Angeles

    September marked a milestone: our first international filming block in Los Angeles.

    While we recovered from jet lag in LA, that sanctuary talk footage became my hands-on introduction to synchronised multi-cam editing and proxy workflows – an exciting piece of the learning curve for me and as usual, a great test of patience for Jacqui! The edit was worth it though, as this upcoming winter season already has a much higher level of bookings at the retreat.

    Thirteen Puppies!

    Whilst staying with Beagle Freedom Project, we had the surprise pleasure of babysitting 13 rescued maltese puppies overnight who had been rescued from a puppy mill. They were on a stop-over on their way to their foster homes. Luckily they were quite well behaved overnight, but also very messy!

    Then things took a testing turn — with the first half of the plans falling through, and we had to rebuild our schedule and crew at speed. We relocated, re-grouped, and hired new people in just a couple of days. It was a costly but defining experience that tested our focus and resilience.

    Our positive mindset was quickly rewarded by Jane from UnchainedTV who responded to our message on Instagram with a very warm dinner invite where we ‘talked shop’ and shared connections, before taking a marina walk to ‘get down’ at MDR Dance!

    We got to grips with the Blackmagic Camera App on the iPhone, mounted on a gimbal and recording ProRes directly to an external SSD — a lightweight but cinematic setup that proved invaluable for our experimental vox-pops with the soulful characters at Venice Beach Skate Park.

    A supportive conversation with the very courteous Dr Alka Chandna from PETA led us to a spontaneous six-hour drive upstate to San Francisco where we interviewed Rebekah Robinson of Dane4Dogs, a small but determined grassroots group that has helped to actually ban animal testing in several Wisconsin cities through ballot initiatives, and is taking legal action against Ridglan Farms, one of the US’s largest beagle breeders, for regulatory violations. Their courage, persistence and tactical approach was a great inspiration.

    Back in LA we filmed with @OtisTheHandsomeHound, a gentle laboratory survivor, and his devoted guardian in their beautiful Santa Monica home — both loving souls who brought much-needed warmth and humanity to the story.

    The Moby Interview

    Our trip concluded with a powerful interview with Moby, whose thoughts on transparency, compassion, and creative activism fit perfectly into the film’s core themes.

    Despite a tense and time-limited setup, we stayed composed, respected Moby’s boundaries, and secured strong, thoughtful answers to our prepared questions.

    October

    Back in the UK, we touched down straight into a couple of weeks of getting back on the ground at the sanctuary, we set up a new enclosure and trellis fencing, and replaced a very mature, but unfortunately very toxic, wisteria with animal-safe jasmine.

    Next, we acquired our own professional cinema camera (used but mint condition), giving us the independence to film on our own schedule and explore freely.

    The past few weeks have been all about getting to grips with it — learning its controls, testing lenses and filters, and integrating it into our Linux-based DaVinci Resolve workflow.

    We’ve also been consolidating everything from the US shoot — syncing, logging, backing up, and shaping it into a coherent archive for long-term post-production.

    Now, with the Moby interview recorded, we’re ready to return to the pitch video with much more substance and perspective.

    Meanwhile, sanctuary life continues in parallel — volunteers caring for the animals, constant maintenance, and moments of calm that remind us what all this is for.

    It’s been a demanding but transformative few months. Born on Death Row feels less like a project and more like a living, evolving organism — tested, stretched, and now finding its rhythm.

    What’s Next?

    We are very much looking forward to further UK interviews and location pieces over the winter as well as a follow up return trip to the US which includes interviewing a lifelong animal researcher and following the prosecution of Ridglan Farms.

    Oh and stop playing with the new camera equipment and FINISH THE PITCH VIDEO!!!

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  • Update 2: Too Busy to Remember Doing it All

    Update 2: Too Busy to Remember Doing it All

    I had been putting off writing our next update because it felt like it had been several months since the last one with little progress to report.

    But when I wrote it down, quite a lot has been done in the last 10 weeks, we’ve just been too busy to remember doing it all!

    With our non-filmmaking background, much of the bulleted small steps below are foundations for our extra big idea of an open, collaborative and persistent production model. These were accomplished in addition to the daily challenges of running our animal sanctuary and retreat.

    There has been quite a serious learning curve – but that 95% dormant brain capacity sure came in handy!

    Thank You, First Donors

    First of all, a big thank you is in order to our very first donors who had faith in our documentary project based on a one page website and pitch deck, without even any video on it. This was off a free entry in a campaigns mailshot by Tim from Vegfest, so thank you to you too, Tim!

    First Filming Days

    • Filmed the two demonstration events, WDAIL at Camp Beagle and their petition debate demo at Westminster.
    • Filmed our first impromptu street interviews.
    • Filmed a creative shot with a professional violinist.
    • For this we assembled and coordinated two separate film crews at quite short notice.
    • Wrote shot lists and interview questions
    • All of this was a total first for us, but very rewarding and energising.
    • Seeing the enthusiastic and professional crew come together to support our seed of an idea, and watching that first playback of what we had filmed, was definitely a key moment.

    Pitch Video

    • After 12 revisions of the voice over, cutting it down from 5 minutes to 2:45, we finally settled on a (current) final version for the pitch video, and it’s still a bit too long!
    • We are in the middle of writing the shot list to go with the words.
    • Our editors have started assembling rough cuts of our ideas.
    • Considered typical production and distribution routes, but decided it would be far more authentic to seek support from our own animal advocacy community, and the animal free science community.

    Techno Notice:

    • Set up organised cloud media storage for all our images, videos and camera masters, we already have 800Gb and anticipate around 6 terabytes for the project.
    • Devised a media management workflow and a custom file naming convention.
    • Set up collaborative editing, so a team can work on the same video editing and post production at the same time, from anywhere.
    • Explored digital tools for researching the corporate and regulatory landscape of the subject, and for visualising that information.

    Outreach & Connection

    • Set up a contact database and an outreach workflow.
    • Drafted separate email templates introducing the project, asking for support and inviting for interview.
    • Set up a LinkedIn profile to connect with interviewees, advisors and contributors.
    • Set up an Instagram page to attract public support in the project, by sharing our production work and personal journey.

    Decided to Defer Some Decisions

    After some quite overwhelming deliberation over the major form, direction and stance of the film, a fellow filmmaker gave the advice that many of these creative decisions will emerge from just trying different things out. Sounds simple, but it was a relief to hear.

    So, as to the following questions, we’ll see what comes:

    • Who will narrate it? Will they be off screen or on screen?
    • Do we use our personal story in the film?
    • Why does the audience need this when it’s not about us, it’s about dogs?
    • Do we keep it formal and impartial…investigative…authoritative?
    • Do we look for a production deal, or do we stay independent?
    • What about funding? At times money feels inappropriate given the subject matter, at other times the project feels pointless without mega-money to match what we are challenging.
    • What about distribution – audience attention is evolving rapidly.

    What’s Next?

    Stop drooling over camera equipment we can’t afford and FINISH THE PITCH VIDEO!!!

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  • Update 1: A Significant First Progress Update!

    It feels like we have really made a start on this now, as we cross from an idea into reality. We are so grateful for the huge level of support and encouragement we have received. It has confirmed the real need for this film.

    Here are our first tangible steps to making Born on Death Row a reality.

    • Our official website is live: BODRdoc.org
    • A company and dedicated production account have been formally set up.
    • We’re receiving guidance from an experienced industry mentor.
    • More interviewees added (see the homepage)
    • We attended the very inspiring second annual Vegan & Animal Rights Conference, expanding our network of collaborators, campaigners, and supporters.
    • A film crew is forming. Although we are in the pre-production stage, two significant upcoming events have arisen which we want to film:
      • World Day for Animals in Laboratories (Est 1979), located this year at Camp Beagle
      • Parliamentary debate on the Animal Testing petition (the third one in three years)

    People’s Film

    After careful thought, we’ve chosen to keep this an independent production to retain creative control and staying true to the film’s mission.

    This is, at its heart, a people’s film—a collective voice for the animals, and for everyone working toward a more compassionate future.

    To bring it to life, we’re building a collaborative model that welcomes:

    • Contributions of professional skill from those who want to give back
    • Opportunities for emerging creatives learning their craft in alignment with their values
    • Support through crowdfunding and aligned grants to maintain both pace and integrity

    This approach helps us preserve the film’s authenticity while keeping costs low and values front and centre.

    What’s Next?

    Pitch Video & Crowdfunding

    Our next step is to produce a ‘pitch video’, which is a short video introducing the subject of the film, explaining why it needs to be made, and to give a feel of how the story will be told. This supports our crowdfunding listing, which also needs writing and publishing.

    Sharing Our Journey

    As first-time documentary filmmakers, we’re also exploring the idea of sharing our production journey as it unfolds—inviting our community behind the scenes, and building ongoing support for the film.

    This will also give us the opportunity to cover and share the upcoming court trials of Animal Rising’s open rescue of beagle puppies from the industrial breeding site. In addition to the priceless saving of animal life, another objective of their bold action was to bring attention to animal testing, which is the same as ours in making this film.

    Let us know what you think of this direction—and thank you for being part of the journey so far!

    We’ll have more to share soon.

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